I don't understand a lot, I'm a Lenny lately. as opposed to Leonard...like Leonard Cohen. poor poor pitiful me. Just a Lenny.

i listened to a lot of neil young and warren zevon today. that's all I did - well I went to see travelling pants. that was neat-o.

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I'm at the library. I can check my email here. This is neat!

oh and I learned that my mom doesn't actually have the job she thought she was gonna get, they told her it was a D contract but it wasn't, it was long term supply which sucks balls so she's back to dinky supply work.

i need to rant to nobody in particular. yesterday was weird and screwed up and it hasn't gotten any less so. yesterday i went to brians and we watched a video of jimi hendrix at woodstock but i was in a wierd mood and the star spangled banner got me down, I went home early cause i figured i'd do homework or something plus i needed to retreat from people. i walked in the door and the house was all full of yelling and loudness, mom and dad were having a big fight about something stupid, dad threw a roll of duct tape at mom and they fought more so I escaped to my room and sat there. i tried to do homework and was like...this aint gonna happen. i tried to clean my room and was like...this aint gonna happen. so i sat there. and then i went on the computer later, and learned that still nobody knows where J is, he's somewhere and nobody knows where. he could be anywhere, he could be dead for all I know. i worry, i cant help it. hopefully ill get away that weekend in october, im saving up as best i can, looks like I'll be a doughnut girl at the timmy's on union. i'll scoot away on a bus. that'll be nice.

:etting is sensual!::